ISIPIN

Ako'y nagugulumihani sa tuwing pangalan mo ang tumatakbo sa aking isipan.
Naguguluhan, Nalulumbay, Napapagod
hindi ko alam kung ano ang nararamdaman mo sa tuwing ako'y mag paparamdam sayo.
Manhid ka lang ata,
hindi mo maramdaman ang ipinapakita kong pagmamahal.
eto naman ako hindi pa rin tumitigl
kahit masakit na masakit na sa pusong tugatib at nag didilig ng pagmamahal sayo.
Bulag ka rin ata sa tuwing ako'y lalambing sa iyo
o baka naman Bingi ka na rin sa mga sinasabi ko
 na MAHAL KITA, ikaw lang at wala nang iba.
O sadyang ako lang ang nagmamahal sayo at ikaw naman kaibigan turing mo.

Nandito pa rin ako nag iisip sayo
nagmamahal sayo
at maghihintay pa rin sayo
hanggang sabihin mong MINAHAL mo rin Ako kahit papano.

Bingi o Bulag ka man eto ako nagpaparamdam, Nagpapakasakit
para makita at marinig mo rin ang tono ng puso ko
Marahil Manhid ka pa hanggang ngayon
naniniwala ako na may hangganan ang pagka MANHID mo. . ,. . .

every time I'm thinking about you I feel so damn idiot

The morning that I exist
and never ever resist,
pain and lust kill my love
numb to be define

FADES

It seems too late to know that I love you

That day was never ending curve of smile you’ve showed

It was never ending cackle while a gray ash follows the wind

All day and all night every time you were not in my eyes I feel so nervous

It was like losing up day and night.

I never fail to gave care and love to you

But you never feel what I wanted to say just I love you

You unveiled to be numb but still I love you

So, until the last day of verdict of my feelings was still unquestioned

I should stop not to be hurt

I should move to find someone

And keep shakin to love someone else who’s ready to accept me and love me publicly and proudly say I LOVE YOU JUNE.

RACISM

Napatunayan ko na hindi balase ang mundo dahil sa mga taong alam lamang ay paglaruan at pagtawanan ang taong di dapat husgahan sa kahit anong uri ng laranga ,eron ka sa mundo. Ang masasabi ko lang sa inyo mang husga ka ng tao kung perpekto ka yung pagkatao mo yung masasabing walang kulang sayo at Diyos na ang itatawag ko sayo.

Ung sa tingin mo na wala na akong masasabi sayo kasi perpekto ka nga...Ayos lang namna sakin na KUTYAIN nyo ko ang sa akin lang KNOW YOUR LIMITATIONS di sa lahat ng araw kailangan ko i please ang lahat..”You cannot PLEASE everbody”. Tanggap ko naman kung ano sana naman konting respeto lang..ALam nyo na nga na ganun ung tao tapos ganyan pa kayo imbis na suportahan nyo lang eh hindi eh…

                               

MAYNILA

Buhay na buhay ang yaman ng bansa sa lugar kung saan maingay ang busina ng mga sasakyan, madaming matataas na gusali, maruming usok na nalalnghap sa oras na kailangnan mong huminga at mga taong nakahiga sa langsangan na naghahanap ng kanilag kapalaran sa gitna ng kalamidad at sa hirap ng buhay.ito ang MAYNILA na kakaiba sa aking kinagisnan at kinalakikahan kung saan sa BATANGAS malalanghap mo ang sinsay ng sariwang simoy ng hangin at tahimik na probinsya na pinapangarap ng bawat isa. maunlad na probinsya malayong malayo sa kaunlaran ng MAYNILA.

Sa aking paglalakbay sa buhay nang katotohanan dito sa MAYNILA makikita mo ang iba't-ibang uri ng buhay na iyo mismong mapapagtanto na maswerte ka at nakakakain ka ng tatlong beses sa isang araw, may malambot na kamang aakap sa iyo habang ikay natutulog samantalang sila lansangan ang kama at unan, puno ang kandungan o maliit na pahingahan ng bawat isa.

Sa realidad na ito dito ko napatunayan na marami pa rin akong mga bagay na kulang at hindi natutunan, maraming tanong ang paikot-ikot sa aking utak na hindi ko maintindihan o mahanapan ng sagot at dito naramdaman kung gaano kahirap pumasok sa butas nang karayom para lang makaahon ka sa lahat ng dagok sa buhay.

May mga magdalenang nagbibigay saya sa bawat kalalakihan ipinagkakanulo ang sariling katawan para kumita ng pera at may maipakain sa pamilya,

May mga batang nasa lansangan nagbebenta ng sampaguita, yosi, kendi at kung anu-ano pa para may maibigay sa kanilang iresponsableng ina at ama at kapag hindi nakauwi ng walang dala humanda na sila sa parusang ipapataw sa kanila.

May mga matatandang baliw nga ba o nagbabaliw baliwan para makakuha ng atensyon ng iba upang maunawaan ang buhay nila.

mahirap unawain ang buhay rito kailangan pa ng teorya para malutas ang kaso sa kahirapan ng tao rito..pero papaano nila nasasambit sa telebisyon o radyo na maunlad at mayaman ang bayan na ito? ito ang depinisyon ng masaganang MAYNILA mayaman sa KAHIRAPAN, MAHIRAP sa KATOTOHANAN.

Bilib rin ako sa mga tao rito kasi sa kahit anong unos ng problema ang dumating sa kanila NGITI ang papawi sa lahat ng ito na nagpapatatag ng loob sa buhay ng BAWAT ISA.

Diyos ang Sandigan ng bawat isa at pag-asa ang KAAGAPAY nila sa pagharap nila dito ako humahanga sa mga taong nakikipag sapalaran sa buhay marahil mahirap man sila mayaman naman sila sa pananampalataya at pag-asa na maiahon ang sarili nila sa problema bumabangon dahil sa katibayan ng loob sa buhay.

November to remember

    A day that everyone seems to be busy. Date to remember as always a year comes.
manifestation of the day tried to be in complex as a shallow of the tomb is quite envious.

     Reminiscing the day of our weep in the valley of tears wanting him/her to alive but that is the day of his life  ending up without saying that he/she is leaving.
      It was also the day of spilling emotions of everyone even friends, neighbor and unknown personalities.
the heartaches unveiled the history of looking forward to be next and to be with him/her into the grassroots life.

WHM

Meet ROWENA, one of our cast !

WANTED HOUSEMAID

HOPE-LESS

The  flesh of water in my eyes was about to fall until I realize that I was uncomfy and no great way to find solutions to my problem that I was about to struggle, I do really don't know if I can surpass this dilemma right now.I am losing my hope.good night!

How I wish

I suppose to live with the alien unfortunately I am here with the people who desperately degrade other alien like me. How I wish Sex is the same with GENDER. they said that sex is the creation of God with two BUBBLY personality which were MALE and FEMALE while gender concludes LGBT groups which were I belong.

I wish to have our own planet for us to feel what we really want to be in a normal life not in a world that will never accept us and never respect us. planet that would never let us feel that we are different and will never let us down, planet that will give a positive vibes to us as well as acceptance!

CRAMMING

I am on my cramming as the deadline of my MTV is coming. I haven't decide who will be my artist in my MV and who will be my dancers and actors and actresses in my MV I hate the feeling of always being like this.....ART of CRAMMING can pull you down especially your mind. think like pentium 4

Cyber Crime Law over rule the right to express and right of speech of people in the cyberspace which impute the impediment of INTERNET

TEASER!

WANTED HOUSEMAID!!!!
WE MADE IT TO BEST QUALITY!!!
:)http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?v=528729533807313&set=vb.100000108120690&type=2&theater

World's Teachers Day

Credit to those teachers who teach us a lot of Ideas.

What is a Teacher for you?

       Our second home that creates dream profession at the corner of the room. They are the living foundation and inspiration that molds our character and ability in life. They are like a dictionary that struggle to teach without impressing us with the ambition to learn in our field of specialization. A teacher that influences a morality of success that’s what they are.

       Teacher as our second parents are keeping us strong and strive in learning without them we are immoral and indifferent. They are the once who gave us strength and guidance in our emotions. They are the knowledge of everyman’s understanding, the knowledge that light our candles way to our dreams in life in the near future.

        A piece of art as you would define them. Dark colors implies they are weak and tires for the sacrifice they have done for the students to learn and light colors that symbolizes they are strong and lovely after all they have done inside the classroom. A teacher that teaches from bottom of their hearts notifies simplicity to touch our vision in life.

“To teach is to touch a Life forever” 

A semi-final Requirement in Media Management!

     I am honestly saying that I am really not interested going to TV 10 but because it is a constraint for our examination I better go and be with the class. My mind is not in a right setting of listening in the discussion that the ABS- CBN TV 10 provides. When times goes by I most of time nod while discussion is ongoing because of a very vague explanation and dissatisfaction of the tour. What I did for me to really comprehend the things they discussed I recorded all the lessons for me to come up with the study and of course I thank Ms. Leslie Cadevida for giving out her outline regarding the excursion in TV 10 and the things that she have congregate during the tour. Without her outline I really cannot pass or even understand the things that we have done in TV 10.

     “Misinformation can lead to wrong decision says Ms. Carolyn Bonquin” one of her wordings that I’d like to remember till the day that I will be like her someday. A very shallow to read but very mean. The intensity of her discussion really satisfies the need of my computer storage to stock another knowledge that she shared to us. A very well define discussion that everyone in the class stick to a huge questions to throw and needed to be answer by her. 

   

     I disregard myself listening to the next discussion about TECHNICALITIES which introduced by ENGR. JAMIL PULUSAN really I have nothing to say about him but just in short while I would say “ang gulo-gulo nya mag explain medyo” lack of information.  

   The best experience that I want in TV 10 that really makes my mind set is when I saw the actual production or airing of TV 10, I realize that if you are in this kind of field we must be ready to mind pressure and be flexible at all times. I really felt the pressure inside the TOC, I feel I was one of the crew and I don’t know where to begin and where to end. Just like in the film as what I remember when I attended the seminar of the ANOTOMY of FILMAKING according to Ms. Vanessa Valdez “The Director is the Captain of the ship while the writer is the power of the universe.” Same with reporting a contingency of the program defends on the director and the writer but the still the success of the program is within the anchor or the host of the program. Now I know and understand how difficult our course is and at the same time I was enlighten very much when I witness the actual airing and I thank my professor for bringing me there that is one of our edge seeing that kind of production, another fruitful learning that comes to mind in terms of production.

A Film Critiquing (Hope you like it):)

BROKEBACK MOUNTAIN

Angel Lee

A Bromance (Non-sexual relationship between two men) film if you would define the movie Brokeback Mountain. A story of Ennis Del Mar and Jack Twist mesmerized my way of thinking, a dominant story of two young men who sheepherding in the high grass Land of Brokeback Mountain, cause of a long isolation in the mountain the bonding of the two was developed as they felt they are not home, until the silence of the night was bound to relish to the point of passionate confront. When the season ends the relationship they had started also end, and distorted only to realize the true love that they have.Until one day Ennis Del Mar get married to Alma while Jack twist do the same and she marries Lureen, after a long years of waiting Jack decided to visits Ennis, upon meeting, Jack and Ennis were caught by Alma kissing passionately relish.Alma can’t take his husband Ennis anymore what she did is to break up the promise that they will live till death do us part, because of the knowledge that she knows about the relationship of the two. At the end of the story Jack was beaten to death by the gang and he asked Ennis to scatter his ashes to the Brokeback Mountain where they start the colorful story of their relation.

THEME:

The theme of the movie is a romantic love story, a mutual understanding of two young men who herds sheep in the Brokeback Mountain.  The character seems judgment to the society cause of its gender sensitivity that entails to the two characters. The passion of building the characters of the story is rationally unexplainable. When I was watching this I am so much excited of what will happen next. This story is unpredictable but alluring. I gain a lot confidence to myself while watching the movie.  The film starts with an ecstatic content of love story and end up with a tragic moment.

CONFLICT 

I define the story as Internal Conflict because it centers on an interior, psychological conflict with in the central character. It is internal conflict because as we all know the story tackles about the two young men who love each other. Same sex relationships were found in the story an interaction with the same sex and called homosexual.

CHARACTER ANALYSIS

· Jack Twist is a static variety of Character because he is one who handles the major role of the movie. He is more vocally hostile and sociable to the movie, a Bisexual character that entails gender equality in the movie.
·         Enid Del Mar is a guy of little words, whose actions often verbalize for him, is also a static variety of character who really defies the Idea of Homosexual in entering in a relationship within an opposite sex.
·         Joe Aguirre is the one who hires Jack twist and Ennis Del Mar to work herd on Brokeback Mountain. Aguirre is a stock character because don’t evolve in the story.
·         Alma Beers is Ennis subtle wife. A sturdy woman who never speaks about Jack and Ennis relationship until she break up and lack of fondness. She is a static character because she really gets affected to Ennis conditional Love to Jack Twist and bunch of bitterness to the relationship they have. 

I won't give up

      I WON’T GIVE UP

Intro: A/E E | E  } 3 times

Bsus₄ Bsus₄/F# | B

A/E  E

When I look into your eyes:

A/E   E

It’s like watching the night sky

A/E E

Or a beautiful sunrise,

Bsus₄ B

There’s so much they hold.

And just like them old stars

I see that you’ve come so far

To be right where you are.

How old is your soul?

Chorus:

A     E

I won’t give up on us,

C#m₇      B

Even if the skies get rough,

A      E

I’m giving you all my love,

B   Bsus₄ B

I’m still looking up.

E                   A/E  E

And when you’re needing your space

A/E E

To do some navigating,

A/E       E

I’ll be here patiently waiting

Bsus₄ B

To see what you find.

Chorus:

’Cause even the stars they burn,

Some even fall to the earth.

We’ve got a lot to learn,

B         Bsus₄ B

God knows we’re worth it.

Amaj A₆ Amaj A₆

No, I won’t give up.

F#m

I don’t want to be someone,

Who walks away so easily.

I’m here to stay and make the difference

B

That I can make.

F#m

Our differences they do a lot

To teach us how to use

The tools and gifts we got.

B

Yeah, we got a lot at stake.

D

And in the end

You’re still my friend,

At least we did intend

For us to work.

We didn’t break,

We didn’t burn,

D#m₇^5-

We had to learn

How to bend without the world caving in.

D

I had to learn

What I’ve got

D#m₇^5-

And what I’m not,

E

And who I am.

Chorus:

E            A     E

I won’t give up on us,

C#m       B

Even if the skies get rough,

A      E

I’m giving you all my love,

C#m₇

I’m still looking up,

B/D# B

Still looking up.

B            A     E

But I won’t give up on us (no, I’m not giving up),

C#m    B

God knows I’m tough enough (I am tough, I am loved),

A      E

We’ve got a lot to learn (we’re alive, we are loved),

B                   Bsus₄      B

God knows we’re worth it (and we’re worth it).

B            A     E

I won’t give up on us,

C#m       B

Even if the skies get rough,

A      E

I’m giving you all my love,

B

I’m still looking up.

This song makes me realize that every struggles and problems you encounter in life there is a LIGHT that will gave you HOPE and FAITH to enlighten us in our faults in Life. There is GOD to listen and will help us. so GUYS be inspired with this song as you feel LOVE and HOPE with this song!

MAn

What is being a man of afraid and a man of losing hope? is there any difference between the two?

Oppression

The root of GENDER INEQUALITY is OPPRESSION. . .

what ever it is and what ever it does DON'T JUDGE THE BOOK BY IT'S COVER

DON'T JUDGE THE BOOK BY IT'S COVER ika nga nila, pero sa modernong panahon ngayon, hindi na uso ang katagang ito sa taong kagaya ko na puno ng diskriminasyon sa buhay. nakasanayan ko nang tanggapin ang lahat ng kutya at lait ng mga tao sa akin bilang BAKLA o BI SEXUAL

CYBER CRIME LAW isn't FAIR!!!!

Let us NO to CYBER CRIME Law.

Let us unite to slough this law because this will harm the Article 3 Sec. 4 the freedom of expression states that “No Law shall be pass abridging the FREEDOM of SPEECH and of EXPRESSION and of the PRESS and the right of the people to peaceably assemble and petition the government for redress of grievances.”


Is this PNoy wanted to pertain regarding “Tayo na sa Daan na Matuwid”???

pero sa nakikita ko kay PNoy idinadaan nya tayo sa daan na kailanman ay hindi na maaari matuwid dahil sa Baluktot na administrasyon sa kasalukuyang panahon.

kailan pa natin makakmit ang DAAN na MATUWID???

ME!

A man who always smile and make sense to others but when I turn back I was not as happy as I mingle to others

Wanted Housemaid featuring SEATIEL MANGUBAT

One of my talent that really makes me proud every time he act on cam.

LIHIM na PAG - IBIG

Ang bawat tao ay tinuruang mag mahal at mahalin ang kapwa nila., ngunit ang pagmamahalan ng isang lalake sa lalake o babae sa babae ay masasabing isang  lihim na pag mamahalan dahil hindi natin maitatanggi sa sarili natin na ang mundong ating ginagagalawan ay isang mapanghusga at mapanlait sa tao my kakaibang personalidad, tila isang kasalanan ang umibig sa kapwa lalake o kapwa babae.

Emotions

I love this shot!

I was hoping to capture unique emotions or feelings while watching the Dance Varsity of LPU i.e. quaky shots or frown shots but as I was looking for that I accidentally saw captured this picture! 

Different Emotions tells a lot especially when you are caught in the act without knowing someone's captures you! 

WHEN?

Not home.

Hobo

  

Kuya's Wedding!

ang magkapatid!
:)
I like most taking photos unscripted.

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Leaf was lifted by the trees
the unwind wind follow it
El nino, El nina, Ondoy, mud slides
unite to enforce the the enviromnent
six ft under knowing that innocent one.

how many times this will happen cause of GLOBAL INSANITY of the people!

let us help our environment to Global Crisis/ Global warming etc.